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The last song…

(Something I wrote after I lost a loved one in my family.)

Secrets of the mind, things that we try to hind, hopes and dreams locked inside. We’re not living in time we are living in a rhyme, where things play over and over again, never changes or rearranges. Thought I had time, thought that everything was fine. I could talk to you whenever at anytime… not so..

It’s not so I loved you even though I didn’t say it. It’s not so.. You meant everything to me. But now your gone and I’m alone.. Sorry I didn’t say this to you before.

Now I’m living with regret, but that’s how it go’s when you forget what’s important. All these words left unsaid. I pushed you away, I left you alone that day, alone with the pain feeling insignificant, feeling like you are less…not so..

It’s not so I loved you even though I didn’t say it. It’s not so.. You meant everything to me. But now your gone and I’m alone.. Sorry I didn’t say this to you before.

I took you for granted yes I know that I did, thinking I had all the time in the world again I forget… well maybe that was true, but you didn’t have the time I did.. I can’t sit here and imagine what you went through that day and with what you did. All those nights without me. Me saying I always had something better to do… all the times where we didn’t say what we needed to.. And I know you felt like you ware nothing…not so…
It’s not so I loved you even though I didn’t say it. It’s not so.. You meant everything to me. But now your gone and I’m alone.. Sorry I didn’t say this to you before.

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