This is going to be the weirdest and possibly the hardest also, that I am ever going to write.
This is my page of positive stuff about myself. I am going to try and write down things about myself, that I think of as a good thing. That’s not going to be very easy, but well.. Even if I could only Come up with one single thing, it would still be one positive thing..
First thing about me, that might be a good thing, is that I am honest. I don’t know Anyone who’s half as honest as I am. I think it’s important to have your integrity in order and I like to think that I have that.
The next thing, is that I am a Caring person. Some people actually say that they see that in my eyes. Truth is I do care A lot about others and their well being -often more than I care about myself. I care about stuff that happens to the people Who are close to me, and sometimes it takes up so much space in my head, that I really do forget myself a little… It is really both a positive and a negative site of me I think.
The third thing, might be my incredibly power of knowing people before I actually do. I see details that no one else notice and it does that I am ususally one step a head of everybody to tell them if someone might be bad news..
I notice even the smallest change in people behavior and It’s like having this button, that automatically goes off if something is not right.
The fouth thing, is that I am creative.. I am always on the look out for a good scenery for pictures. I draw a good scetch. So good that I actually got paid a few times to do portaits. The thing about being creative isn’t just in drawings and taking pictures, (which isn’t really tha much of a creative thing) I also do a lot of writing. Nothing specific, nearly just everything that comes to mind. I wrote a novel when I was back in school, my teacher always said, that I could be an amazing writer some day, with the imagination that I had. My mom always said that my imagination would probably be the one to drive me Completely nuts some day. She never had much understanding to anything.
Well I ran out of positive things just now. That’s four and that pretty good, when you junk of the fact that I am always focusing on the negative things..
Now I can look at this in the morning and I might think I was stupid for writing this. Maybe I will delete it and feel so ashamed that I really thought those things that I mentioned were actually important.