I took my last pills, I will ever take. I’m done. I am gonna fight like hell every moment of everyday and beat this. I WILL be free from this, and one day go about my life, a new person, and actually experience life and do the things I want to do. Right now, that’s it. I am going to do my best to stay positive, and remember that the mental state I will be in after this shit is out of me, is temporary. I will feel depressed, I will basically feel like my life is over. ITS NOT, that feeling will go away, and then my life can actually begin! So I am going to enjoy a decent night sleep tonight, as I know I won’t be getting any of those for a while. And wake up, and start beating this thing.