I’m 13, trying to find and figure out myself. I’ve done some pretty fucked up things in my life. For making out with a drunk ass pothead named Jordan. Not mentioning I having really deep feelings for. Telling him all my secrets. Breaking up with the best guy I’ve ever been with and worst part not realizing how lucky I was. I did smoke cigarettes and drink alcohol. U guys can judge I’m use to it. Everything I do I only mess shit up. Dating a 16 year old guy that comes to school high on pot and drunk asf. I’m stupid right.