Hollow? Ruined?

this is day 7. how I am feeling now, scares me. The physical part of withdrawal, as awful as it is, is absolutely nothing compared to this mental and emotional dispair I am experiencing. I feel so empty I don’t even know what to write, I had to make myself even do this. I keep thinking I was a better dad on pills, at least I did things with my kids and could show them love, attention and affection. I don’t know what I have done to myself, but I am scared to death that I am ruined… I’m done, I don’t know what to write.

One thought on “Hollow? Ruined?”

  1. Hopefully the numbness will wear off and you’ll learn how to feel things all over again. Thats what I’m hoping for myself

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