I know that I deserve way better than I have. My boyfriend doesn’t want me but I still want him. I want him and only him. No matter how shitty he treats I still want him and I don’t fucking know why. I don’t want to be alive sometimes. I don’t deserve the shit I go through but I put myself through it. All I want is for someone to treat me right. I want someone to understand me and to listen to me. I want to be heard and I’m tired of everything.