Why does it feel like everytime that I get my life in order and find my inner happiness I just get crushed and lose myself even further. Every day it feels like I am slipping further and further away from reality. I’m drowning in my life and the only person that can save me is myself. But I can’t. I’m so completely stuck in this life and I don’t know where I’m going or what I’m doing. I just need the answers so I don’t have to feel like this anymore. Why do I have to feel like this? Why do I feel like I am constantly drowning?