It takes too much time.. but who am I to judge?
Self and care are not two words I’d ever put in a sentence in reference to myself. They just don’t exist. When you live life so used to putting everyone’s needs before your own.. you lose sight of how to put your own needs first.
I don’t want to feel my feelings.. I know I should daily and unconditionally and deal with what life throws at me and I need to accept that I’m going to be getting waves and depression and self-doubt from time to time… but I don’t want to accept it. Right now it seems next to impossible, honestly.
Who has the time for self-care anyways? Especially when you’re a nursing student.