I hit the bottom today. Really hard. Don’t know what to say about it really. I feel worse and worse for every minute and I just wanna be left alone.
Inside me There’s this thing going on and it makes me feel so confused and restless. I feel angry and sad on a whole other level than before.
I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I thought I was all better. I thought I was clear, but Im not so sure anymore.
Being happy seems like the hardest thing in the world, while sadness is so easy, yet it hurts like nothing else. It’s torture really.
This is getting way to heavy for me to handle by myself, but I can’t talk to anyone about it. So what do I do?
Im a waste of air.