It’s strange how some moments you mind takes you places you weren’t planning on going.. Why does my my play horrible things like a movie? I wish that I could hear the voice of God more clearly or the voice of my brothers. Thinking ab death has now become an obsession for me. Not my death and not really the already dead.. But the fear of the people still here dieing. It consumes my thoughts-my prayers.
I really stuggling with anixety and self esteem. I have ADHD. Ive lost 3 brothers- 1- car wreck 2003, 2-car wreck 2008, 3-overdose 2014. Jornaling helps me sort out all the swirling thoughts in my head. I find comfort in it and use it as a tool to work through my emotions--But i suck at grammar and spelling. Im happily married to an amazing man.. I'm a mom of 3. My favorite parenting quote is "the days are long but the years are short". My son M was just recently diagnosed with several learning disorders- dyslexia, combo add/adhd, anixety, and a written impairment.