For some reason, today was a lot more painful than usual. Today and yesterday actually. I just to wake up from this bad dream. I want to hit the reset button. I want my life back. I know I just need to be patient and let God’s plan work themselves out and I know it will all be okay eventually. It is just hurting so damn bad. But, I am going to be okay. Each and every day is a new day and I know the He is looking out for me and for us.