Well, this is my first journal on here. Lately, I’ve felt like I’ve been trying my hardest to make things work, but it’s like every time I take a step forward I’m pushed two steps back. I just want things to work, but no matter how much I try I still get told that I’m not trying hard enough. I feel so low because when I try to do good, the minute I slip, I get told how much I don’t try. My girlfriend told me that she’s not interested in what I wanna do, which makes me feel like I’m just a big bore, she never seems interested in anything I wanna do. It sucks and it makes me feel like I’m just a boring ass person she puts up with.