Going, going, going. That’s what I feel like this morning. I want a cup of coffee, but I don’t know if that’s the best thing for me right now. I’m a little tense. Maybe it’s because I didn’t have my quiet time this morning. I slept a little later than usual and D came in to wake me. Usually I have few minutes to myself when it’s quiet and the day is new. I say my thanks to God, talk to my sister, just be for a while. Its a healthy way to start the day. This morning I feel like I hit the ground running. I’m trying to relax as  I am writing, but I’m at work and trying to sneak this in between work bits. Breathe. I am. I am. I am…..

I saw a picture of him. It rattled me a bit. He looked so good. He sent me a couple of emails. Hard to resist. But resist I must. I’m not happy when I play with him. I get moments of fleeting pleasure. I escape from my reality. My reality has been so nice lately – H and S and D – I’ve been so happy with all of them. I’ve been happier since I’ve been applying new ways of thinking. Shifting my thoughts. Being more me.

Life is good. I will not allow anyone or anything mess with that.

I love me.

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