I’m tired in all kinds of ways. I can’t remember the last time I slept through the night without waking up at least once because it has been at least 4 years since that happened.
I just feel drained. Life isn’t turning out how I’d hoped and i’m struggling to find reasons to get out of bed or leave my room every single day.
I’m currently unemployed – looking for work. The longer it takes the less likely I feel it will happen for me. And that worries me.
I’ve spent more days in all day this year than I have spent outside. I miss social interaction (despite being socially awkward) and I am beginning to feel incredibly lonely.
It’s almost bedtime and all sorts of thoughts consume my mind. I thought it would be a good idea to offload sometimes, which brings me here…