Well last night I messaged her asking her if she had gotten to school okay since it was storming out. I had brought her a bunch of things such as her favorite Starbucks and some food, plus a couple of other things she had expressed interested in before we broke up. I told her I’d forgotten to give her the money I owed her. She told me don’t worry about it and didn’t reply to anything else afterwards.
I explained that I owed her the money and that I wanted her to have it. I told her how nice it was to see her after the breakup and that after our emotions settle, I hoped she could be in my life again. She didn’t reply. Later on I texted her asking how school was going. Then again at the end of the night telling her sweet dreams. She never replied to either.
I don’t know what to do. I want to pretend that there’s nothing wrong, and send her nonchalant texts throughout the week, whether or not she messages me back just to show that I’m okay. I also want to not message her at all, hoping she’ll wonder about me and message me back instead. I wish none of this had ever happened. I wish we were still together, had a good weekend together, had plans for the next. The greatest love of my life will not return my messages. It is devastating.