Tonight I sit in my home alone. It’s a weird feeling and I’m feeling a little lost. This was the first weekend that Binks spent with his dad since the separation. Most people would say enjoy your alone time, go out do something fun. I was fine for most of the day spending some quality time with friends  and family but it was being at home alone. It just seems weird, I spent the last eight years of my life living my life as a family unit and then it’s all changed. Though I’m being fairly positive it still hurts and confusing at times. I know over time it will get easier and the transition will be less difficult. Tonight I’m just going to pray for gods presence to help me through this tough night without my little man.

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