Connected yet Disconnected. No two ticks or blue ticks. It’s been like this since yesterday. I think there is an issue with his network. Surprisingly, I’m not that affected by it. If it was the old Nishchala, she would have reacted in a totally different way. Maybe I’m a little mature about it now or not care about it. I’m kind of worried about this. I don’t feel any kind of love for him now. I don’t feel anything. I’m waiting for his texts but not like before. Don’t know what’s going on. I just hope I’m not giving up on him. I’m pretty good at it and experienced. I just want to love someone and let them love me. Why is it so hard?