Got interested because of that (somehow) cliche title up there?
Or tell me, was it the picture that tickled your curiosity? Hmm..or perhaps, maybe both..?
To tell you the truth, I’m trying to change something.
I mean, are you aware that anywhere you go, anything you do, you still find yourself looking down on yourself no matter what. It maybe obvious with the things you read, write, think, sing, or even draw. Everyone tends to drop and sink in their own pool of failures, inabilities, regrets, and such. And I’m not saying it’s wrong. I’m just saying that in more ways than ever, it had become pretty mainstream.
And this is where I come in.
I did not write this entry to mock, pity, or even to ridicule everyone who’s got a lot of darkness and whatnot. I’m here to rebuke myself. I have to break it. I need to change the stereotypes of how I see entries.
I have to stop dwelling on every friggin’ mistake I make. (whooaa so random there haha)
I have been writing entries here for almost a month now. I usually type about happy thoughts and all but somehow it all dives deep in a horrible trench called “self-pity”. And well…it turns into a not so happy thought anymore haha. Nevermind.
Although I usually write privately, I’m going to publish this in public. Why? uhmm not really sure….but that passed month of reading public entries has intrigued me greatly.
Anyway, for starters, I can be called Greyys, if ZeDramaticWriter seems pretty weird for ya all. ^w^