After everything that happened, I never wanted to see you again. I didn’t care how small Barbados was, I just never wanted to have to deal with seeing you and have everything you did come flooding back to memory; and every bit of pain I felt that day I found out, to come again. I was down for just carrying on with life and writing a new chapter in my life, without you.
When I saw you today, everything stopped, including my heart. I hated looking into your eyes and instantly remembering what you did. Seeing you ruined my entire day. I had to fake a smile.. Try hard to laugh with my friends.. Just have a good time.
I fucking hate you and everything you did but I cant take it back so I’ll have to learn to move on. Why did you do that to me? Why did you have to hurt me? What did I do to deserve this pain? When did everything change? Why didn’t you just end it with me? Why didn’t you just tell me?
I have so much questions but I doubt you’ll even answer them honestly, because you lied to me for more than a year. You lied and lied and lied, over and over again as if I wasn’t good enough for the truth. I was open and honest, and this is how you do me?
I hope your actions come back and bite you in the ass. I hope you hurt like you hurt me and I hope you take as long as you hurt me for to recover. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you.