I allowed complete thoughts to unload. I used to dismiss them and force silence. More denial, and more resistance. I realized that my love life has been full of addicts. Alcohol, drugs, and sex. – I came to realized what I wanted from my sex addict is – sex and friendship. The funny part is that when it comes to those two desires, friendship is the one that is lacking for me. My addict lacks the quality of our situation. I want more of something else but what can i do the sex is amazing but the friendship is welting. I know this wont last.