I don’t know what to write. I haven’t written anything yesterday, was sleeping the whole day and then waiting for Mobin’s call and bugging him by calling him over and over again. I shared how I felt about him and I. Mostly him not listening to me or paying any attention to what I’m going through. Tried to explain him how I felt but he was too stoned to understand it, so I just left saying I won’t be calling him. Now, there is a loop hole in it. I didn’t say I won’t talk to him, I said I will not call him. I hope he at least understood that. Will definitely not call him from now no matter how desperately I want to. I will have to stick to my word.
I realized a lot of things yesterday night or technically today. Will write about it later. Gotta go. Bye.