I don’t know why but I feel so trapped today. Everything makes me wanna cry. It’s as if someones just pushing on my chest. I feel like I’m suffocating under all the pressure. Everything so hard. All my thoughts just collide. I feel numb. Nothing hurts anymore. My moms never home. My sister’s always a bitch. Why can’t things be like they were before? Everyone was happy. My dad was still here. Why can’t everything be okay again? I guess all things happen for a reason..