Anxiety is high for me on Thursdays. Thursday’s are my most hated day of the week!! This morning I’m going to add to that and take a pregnancy test – potential recipe for disaster. Negative is not what I want to see but a few things have been going on these last few days…I can’t wait any longer. I know I need to relax, take it easy, not sweat it….but God that is hard!! Now I’m in a place where husband is 100% on board…maybe I too underestimated the intricacies around falling pregnant. He was disappointed last time the test was negative but straight away said ‘Don’t worry we just have to try again’. He has a positive attitude – in conversations when I say ‘If I’m pregnant or if we have children’ he turns it around and says ‘You will be pregnant and we will have children’. It irritates me how easy it sounds! Waiting for him to come on board with starting a family felt like it was taking forever – now we are there and so far not pregnant. Maybe I was in a bit of denial as to the time it would take. Anyway, best get on with it. Today I will be brave, true, strong and able.