Am I supposed to strive to be better? To loose that extra weight, to learn more and more different and new things, to be more compassionate?
Am I supposed to conform to what society says I should be? Do my job without complaint, go to college and study something that will maybe work toward making more money, get into and pay my debts, fall in line?
Am I supposed to be happy with who I am right now?
How do I do that? What is “happy”? How do I know when I’ve attained it? Will I not hurt anymore? Will I not care what people think of me? Will I turn off my brain and go through life with a goofy smile and no worry?
I wish someone had the answers to give to me.