Dammit babe. Every time I want to have fun, I end up regretting it. Should I not be aloud to let loose every once in a while? Yeah, I can be a little crazy, but can’t you understand that every once in a while I might want to let loose and unwind. NEED TO.
I feel like I should just give up on it. It would LITERALLY be easier to not drink. Clearly drinking means the next day your mad because “I did something wrong”. And yeah, I might have gotten TOO drunk … but fuck it. Call it what it is and drop it. Or if your upset, own up to it. Don’t walk around with your head down and avoid me (or my favorite, read my texts and don’t reply and then call me needy). If you want to say something, say it! Stupid.
But clearly stupid was what it was. “I was wrong, I was being foolish” I will apologize and clearly get over it.
Who needs to have fun anyway … clearly it is not in the cards for me.