I feel like such an outsider. My boyfriend lives far away and lives his own life. I have a total of 5 friends at my school. I hate myself and everything about me. No one likes me or wants to spend time with me. I hate being alone because I’m scared of myself. Everyone just makes me feel bad and I have a horrible self-image of myself. I just wish I could be the person I want and people would love me for it. I just want to fit in and be that person that everyone loves. I wish I could just have that and see what it’s like. I just want to be happy again.