Better as time goes on

I have had a lot of things going on in my life lately. I have been trying to deal with my depression, also I have had to step back from friends that were the closest to me. I just haven’t known where to step on my path of life. Until I went on vacation and came back and everything has just clicked into place. I now have my own house. I have got a new job. And my relationship is more and more stronger. Now when it comes to friends I don’t know how all of this is working out. I am feeling so much better that I have stepped away from their lives. But I am going to miss the things that I was supposed to be apart of. Like: Engagements, weddings, birthdays, children, and house buying with them. But honestly I can actually breathe in my life without them judging everything I say and do.  I have put myself in a bad situation before why would they help me out. I am just happy for where I am at, at this point of my life. Learning that I am okay without them and I have other friends who love me way more then they do. I am ready to move on from all of it. Here’s to the future!

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