When do you stop trying to find what dream to follow? Is it a financial measurement, age, or just giving up? I love to write, but to what extent is unknown. I love photography, do I try for photojournalism? I want to help the less fortunate, I want to do community service, but I need to get paid as well. I want to be a mother, when do I decide to adopt, invetro, or keep trying? I want to see the world, yet would love to just stay home. I love to be outside, yet love being in bed watching TV. I love to be active, yet feel exhausted all the time. I want to be a professional blogger with words and photos. This will allow me to write, take photos, be active when I want, lazy when I want, and with time hopefully get paid. I currently work full time and go to school full time. Yes I can’t wait to be done, but afraid of what I will do to keep my time filled. I need mental as well as physical stimulation.
Do I try for my blogging and try to include travel, while doing what I do currently for work, or do I give up on the dream and just be satisfied where I am?