finding a path

When do you stop trying to find what dream to follow?  Is it a financial measurement, age, or just giving up?  I love to write, but to what extent is unknown.  I love photography, do I try for photojournalism?  I want to help the less fortunate, I want to do community service, but I need to get paid as well.  I want to be a mother, when do I decide to adopt, invetro, or keep trying?  I want to see the world, yet would love to just stay home.  I love to be outside, yet love being in bed watching TV.  I love to be active, yet feel exhausted all the time.  I want to be a professional blogger with words and photos.  This will allow me to write, take photos, be active when I want, lazy when I want, and with time hopefully get paid.  I currently work full time and go to school full time.  Yes I can’t wait to be done, but afraid of what I will do to keep my time filled.  I need mental as well as physical stimulation. 

Do I try for my blogging and try to include travel, while doing what I do currently for work, or do I give up on the dream and just be satisfied where I am?


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