Thanks to Allah for make it well again . Alhamdulillah . My second day is tougher than before . But it okay . I will always be thankful and remind my self to always be positive . Yes . Even I can’t describe my feelings at all . Can’t say a words . If I got a choice I want to cry till satisfied . But I just realize it make me even worse . Give a little bit of space to take a deep breath . Just have to move on and hoping for a miracle again . Hope so . Have faith ! I rather focus on my next papers which is chemistry . Surely , chemistry is so hard to deal with . No lies . I have to go through with this twist and turns . Good luck again !