Someone please tell me to suck it up..No I’m not feeling sorry for myself. I’m feeling ashamed..but for some damn reason…instead of being bitchy when I have no sleep…I cry???? What the hell. My feelings aren’t hurt…I’m embarrassed. Yes he feels guilty for playing…not for the actual playing …but because he thinks I’m too attached. Maybe I am…so what. Not so what…because we all know the worst thing that could happen to you is have me be attached. I’m mad at myself for even letting myself become comfortable…but it was soooo nice to just be me. Hense there lies the problem….So it seems. I’m not making any apoligies…I am who I am. It’s ok….I’m ok…I’d just like to be able to make someone smile….Maybe they do…as they back away…..