I wanna do the right thing so bad. I feel like I’m always trying to do so, but I end up fucking everything up and people will hate me for it.
I don’t sleep and I don’t eat. I haven’t for three days now. Every time I try to eat, it comes up again.
I’m so tired, I feel like I could stand up Straight and sleep the rest of my life away, but when I lay down, I can’t even keep my eyes closed for more than just a few seconds.
I wanna be in someones company so bad, when I’m alone. But when I’m with people, everything inside me is screaming to be left alone.
I hate being like this. I hate these fucked up feelings.