Today I had to go out to take a deep breath… I was feeling that I was locked in my room, that I was locked in my thoughts…
Everyday is the same damn thing, and it seens to get even more worse. I just feel that happines is not for me.
It is really hard to hear from a teenager that staying at school is better than staying at your house, well, this is what I think. I love my mom but she makes me sad, cause she is sad. I dont want to go to my house, I thought about moving to my grandmother’s house in another town, so I could scape from my reality.
Right now I’m crying as I cried yesterday and the day before… I can’t handle this anymore, and I dont like to talk about it with my friends, because their lives seens to be so much better than mine, and I just wanted to know why! Why things doenst get better? Why am I supposed to live like this?
Thanks to my dad, who always makes me feel better. He saw that I was upset and he came to my room and we had a good conversation, but he didnt agree with my idea of moving to my grama’s, he said to me that things will get (again) better.
I also need to say thank you to my best-friend-song ”Welcome to my life” from Simple Plan, that explain exactly what I’m feeling.
I need someone to talk.