Entry 1

He’s at work. He’s always at work. I know he’s doing it for us. At the end of the week he’s spent at least half of it there with nothing to show for it. After bills, groceries, and other random expenses that pop up out of nowhere we’re broke again. I’ve cut back on my shopping, use coupons, and compare prices but it doesn’t seem to help.

But none of that are major problems. My major problem is that I’m not allowed to feel anything anymore. He’s all over my instagram, snapchat, facebook, etc. Not that I should use those to vent but hey everyone else needs to get things outta their system sometimes. I can’t talk to him about anything either. He turns everything around and gets upset and I end up taking care of him and his feelings while mine get thrown aside. 

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