Am I letting go?

I feel like I’m giving up on love. It’s not because he doesn’t text me or call  me. It’s been like this for months now. I’m not asking him to talk to me all the day. Just a simple text in the morning is enough. Am I not important for him to at least check up on me? A simple text is a reminder that says “I remember you” or “I miss you”.

Looks like only I care about these things. I’ve made up my mind. I won’t text or call him until he does. I know this might sound childish but I’ve been telling him a lot about how it makes me feel. If he doesn’t understand that, I can’t do anything.

I can text him or call him but I’ll lose my self respect over it. I don’t want to do that, first of all I have very low self esteem, i don’t want it to be affected.

He takes me for granted, so did I but that’s all in the past. Now I crave for his attention and afraid to lose him. He says that he will always love me no matter what. But what is love without action? Action speaks louder than words.

I feel soo stupid for even thinking about these things. Life is more than just a guy right? Humph.

I have to go now, write later.

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