Because I will be for ever hunted by her beauty. GOD HELP ME PLEASE I don’t want to be in love with zena it some thing pulling me ! Or maybe it this weed I’m smoking on every thing I exhale I think of her .I’m so sorry zena I so terrified I was scared I was going to lose the only thing I have is a friend ship god I wish we had more than that zena probably think I’m so ugly or gay ! Definitely gay lol . Zena please forgive me for texting you last monday I’m so cold where I sleep at on the streets because I can’t efford skydiving and a place to say ! I can’t sleep cuz I’m so scared what zena thinks about me now I want to quit but I can’t be home less and with a job ! But I could if I just had zena I’m sorry who ever read this is going to call me a fool fml wish it would stop but I can’t quit because zena have gave strength thank you zena I hope you get the job at apple I want to see you happy ! I hope you never go through what Im going throw being love with someone who dose not want you . It not your fault zena my hands are so cold zena I don’t think looking at your pics zena I pray for you and luara all most every night .