I am wondering how you are doing right now. I hope you’re in a stable life. It has been a month and ten days when we decided to end our relationship. Time gets faster than I thought. To be honest, I am still longing for you even though we both know that things cannot bring back the way it used to be. I admit that the first week prior to our separation left me into complete madness and sadness. I had a hard time accepting and dealing with the fact that we aren’t together now but everything has changed. Everything in this world is bound to change and that’s unstoppable.
Now, consider this as my last letter for you.
First things first, I want to thank you for everything that you have done for me. You were there whenever I want to talk to someone. You never failed to make me smile and laugh. You shared your life story to me even though I didn’t do the same to you. I would never ever forget the memories that we shared together.
I am sorry for everything I’ve done that caused pain to you. I know that until now, you still want to work things out with me but I dismissed you. I’m sorry; I can’t accept your love for the second time around. I had been hurt so much and I wouldn’t let that to happen again.
Sometimes, it’s better to love a person without making that person in a relationship with you. It is not enough to just love the person because there are so many things that should be taken into consideration when you love someone. Love comprises of Trust, Faith, Honesty, Loyalty, Discipline, Responsibility, Maturity, and so many other traits. That’s why stepping into a relationship is a big deal, there are lots of risk to take. Nobody is perfect and it’s impossible to accomplish those traits. We don’t need a perfect partner (that’s insipid), all we want is to see the effort a person can do to not lose the one that he/she loves – that’s enough for us.
Please don’t be pessimistic. Always look and cherish the bright side because it will never ever put you down. Wipe away those negative things inside your head, that’s not healthy. I only have one favor, please don’t do the same thing that you did to me to the next person you will love or else, you will lose that person. Okay? We all have learned our lessons; you have yours and I have mine so take that as your guide.
And hey, I already forgive you. Don’t worry anymore. Smile. You will lose a quarter of your life if you remain sad. 🙂