We fight, we run, we hide, we laugh, we cry, we scream, we feel, but in the end it’s all for nothing. Nobody cares, nobody wants to help you. Everybody will turn against you. They say it’s easy just ignore the pain but how can you ignore the only thing that reminds you you’re alive? I’m sick of fighting, I’m sick of trying. I just done being used by the people that say they love me, they’re all liars. Nobody cares, nobody loves me, nobody would miss me. I’m fighting a war that’s inside my head and nobody can stop it, nobody wants to. I’m just another helpless soul in their minds. Someone who doesn’t feel. I feel, I just don’t show it. If I show it I’m weak. If I stop fighting I’m a quitter. If I keep fighting I’m a bitch. Nothing is right anymore. Nothing is easy. Nothing is bright anymore. It’s all one big black space that is getting bigger by the day. It won’t stop and nobody will help. Nobody will hear me out. Nobody sees the pain in my eyes. I’m alone and nobody cares anymore.
I'm a 17 year old girl from Lutcher Louisiana. I'm not the smartest person alive. I laugh, cry, smile, and scream. I've been through a lot in life but it's only made me stronger every time. Most people think I'm weird but I just speak my mind.