So today I am strangely at peace and oddly accepting of whatever God has in store for me. I dropped my boyfriend off today. He is supposed to go and turn himself in so that he can take care of his warrant and we can move on in our lives with him being able to get his ID and get a job. Last time I dropped him off to do that things went completely sideways. I am hoping that he makes the right choices. I am hoping that he didn’t call any of his friends. When this happened before I spent the whole day obsessing over what he was doing and what would happen and what would I do depending on what he did?!?! Today is not that way at all. I am wondering a little, of course. But I don’t have to stop myself from checking his email and i haven’t started panicking or getting anxious over it. I have prayed the last two nights for God to take this obsession from me…I want to trust God’s will in my boyfriend’s life, too. I have to or there really is no point to anything else that I am doing. So today I am praying for continued peace and faith in God and what he is going to do today. In the end, none of my worrying is going to do anything but make me less efficient and focused at work. God can give him courage and strength to do the right thing and that is what I am praying for.