I feel like I am running out of emotions. I am an ex-heroin addict… Ya, I know. Well, the only “friend” that I love, won’t even aknowledge me anymore and it hurts me so bad. He is always putting me down and hurting me in any emotional way he can. I live with him at the moment so that even intensifies things. I am in an outpatient rehab program and I am doing great 🙂 8 days clean now HEROIN FREE! Thank God, that is such a relief. But now, he’s killing me inside, and honestly I feel like I can’t do it anymore. I have no family, theyre all gone 🙁 and I cut like crazy now… That sux. But it helps me or so I seem to think that it does (it’s a mental thing). I just wish I had someone who actually cared about me or even just a real friend that supported me through this, it would really help. I feel my whole world just caving in on me and I feel like there is nothing I can do. God, please give me the opportunity to find strenght and courage through this all.