Hey guys/gals. It’s been a week since my aunt passed. I been really depressed because she was the only family I had left. I don’t want to bother y’all but I could really use some help. Lately I been feeling like I am being controlled. Like I’m here but I can’t do anything. I see my cousin tonight and hopefully he can help me. I just need a shoulder to cry on i guess. I know I been saying a lot of stuff but I haven’t been myself for a while. I don’t know who will read this but please if you read it leave a comment even if it’s just a sentence saying you’re here to help. I feel more comfortable behind a computer/phone since she passed. I can just hide and nobody knows who I am. I doubt anyone realizes that I want to just lay there. I been crying myself to sleep lately. I can’t wait to get out of school and go home where I can just sit there and cry until 6. Then I have to get to work. I’m a volunteer firefighter. Oh speaking of that, If you’re living in St. James parish in Louisiana just come stop by on a Monday. We’re at the fire department in Grand Point Louisiana. I don’t know if anyone will but my cousin asked me to get the word out. Back to what I was saying, I been going through a lot. My dad gets out in February so this is all confusing and depressing and a mix of emotions for me. I have about 30 minutes left in class then I can go home. I love yall.
I'm a 17 year old girl from Lutcher Louisiana. I'm not the smartest person alive. I laugh, cry, smile, and scream. I've been through a lot in life but it's only made me stronger every time. Most people think I'm weird but I just speak my mind.