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Far Away

Hey guys/gals. It’s been a week since my aunt passed. I been really depressed because she was the only family I had left. I don’t want to bother y’all but I could really use some help. Lately I been feeling like I am being controlled. Like I’m here but I can’t do anything. I see my cousin tonight and hopefully he can help me. I just need a shoulder to cry on i guess. I know I been saying a lot of stuff but I haven’t been myself for a while. I don’t know who will read this but please if you read it leave a comment even if it’s just a sentence saying you’re here to help. I feel more comfortable behind a computer/phone since she passed. I can just hide and nobody knows who I am. I doubt anyone realizes that I want to just lay there. I been crying myself to sleep lately. I can’t wait to get out of school and go home where I can just sit there and cry until 6. Then I have to get to work. I’m a volunteer firefighter. Oh speaking of that, If you’re living in St. James parish in Louisiana just come stop by on a Monday. We’re at the fire departmentΒ  in Grand Point Louisiana. I don’t know if anyone will but my cousin asked me to get the word out. Back to what I was saying, I been going through a lot. My dad gets out in February so this is all confusing and depressing and a mix of emotions for me. I have about 30 minutes left in class then I can go home. I love yall.

4 thoughts on “Far Away”

  1. Hey girl! I know it must be really hard for you, but things will get better, it’s natural to see loved people dying but, this is life.

  2. Hey girl! I know it must be really hard for you, but things will get better, it’s natural to see loved people dying but, this is life.
    Btw where is your dad?

  3. Your aunt lives on in your memories hun.β™‘

    *hugs*
    It gets easier with time. I lost my aunt when I was a teenager as well.

    Sending love from Texas.

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