Just when I am done emotionally healing from that whole ordeal, another problem just invites itself in my life. I am honestly just so tired of shit happening to me. When will my life get better. I’ve dealt with so much crap in my life, I am so fucking emotionally drained at this point. I don’t know how I can just continue going on without mentally breaking down and becoming a lunatic. I wish I could just wake up one day and my problems could be better – or completely vanish. But unfortunately life doesn’t work that way. I just have to deal with the cards I’m dealt with.