I’ve told myself I would start writing down my thoughts. I need this outlet. I’ve never kept a journal before. Never trusted the idea of your scared and vulnerable thoughts down on paper where someone who couldn’t help themselves decides to read it. God this is so cleansing already. Sitting here getting my dose of mental cleansing while watching Wheel of Fortune – fantastic. I feel like everything is wanting to vomit out of me all at once. Im never one to want to talk about feelings. I mean the line in Friends where Chandler says, “I’m not so good with the advice… Can I interest you in a sarcastic comment?” pretty much sums it up. Deflect with funny. Always the safe way. Even if it is with my own feelings and not someone else’s. I have so much that has happened in life. Here’s to hoping I keep this up for my own personal sake. For now… My chicken sandwich.