I don’t know if I can handle seeing my mom be on that hospital bed. Every time I am barely getting to the hospital I can’t wait to see her but yet I don’t like to see her like that. Lately people have been coming to pray for mom which I like but then I see her cry and it then makes me cry. Last night I stayed up just watching the monitor that signifies if she’s breathing ok and if her heart is good. She also has the iv connected to her which sometimes it beeps and I have to call a nurse. I don’t know how but my mom always noticed when I was awake and she would tell me to sleep but I would tell her that I was watching the monitor which I was. I just hope my mom can come home soon enough.