i think i hate my best friend

My best friend left to travel with a fair for 8 months, leaving me to take care of their life while they were gone. I went from seeing them 4 or 5 times a week to only speaking maybe once a month. They had enough time to post on Facebook but not enough thought to message or call me. I’m hurt. They just got back home and now I don’t think I want to see them anymore. I no longer know how to act. I’m far too cautious and I felt hurt and abandoned by their absence in my life. I don’t know what to do anymore. Even seeing them I just wanted them to go away again so I don’t get too close and hurt when they leave again in a few months. I spent 14 years with this person and now I’m afraid to be near them. I don’t have many friends and have trust issues. I’m told by others that I’m being selfish and just need to get over it but I don’t know how. I don’t know if I should. I feel even more alone and lost now that they are back than I did when they left. I know they didn’t leave to be hurtful to me but that’s how I took it…. I don’t know what to do anymore.

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  1. Oh Hun I have trust issues up to the roof trust me it sucks and if you feel a way I’d try and talk to the,p, if not talking is good write them a letter or email and you can either email or mail or afterwards burn it erase it that way your getting your feelings and if those people are telling you that they are overreacting maybe they aren’t the right people to have in your life. I am working on thinking more positively and I want positive people in my life not negative and twisted relationships that just bring me down.

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