I don’t know how my life could get any worse than it is with this family. They don’t understand what they are doing to me or anyone else that is having to deal with the drama and arguments they are making. Fighting with one another and creating tension in the family is not what needs to be happening. But no one ever understands that, because they don’t know how it is affecting me. I’m the one that is here 24/7, I’m the one that has to hear the fighting and all the complaining that goes on. I can’t take it anymore having fighting all my life isn’t helping me. I am trying to not become this negative and critical person but having a family that is like that all the time isn’t easy. I’m wanting to run away already; I just want to get out of here and not have to deal with this anymore. I’m graduating soon I should be looking forward to that and be happy that I am starting my future but all I can think about is graduating so that I can get away from this family and not have to handle this stress anymore. I just want a normal life or even just have us happy for once and no more of this.