Morning sunshine!!! Its 12 dec.. i decide to move on with my amazing life. It may be hurt but its okay.. it will gone.. yesterday i chat with his brother.. the bro said that joe have come home on wed and he did mention my name infront of him.. but joe seems like not care about me. The bro told me maybe joe got other girl. It breaks my heart. But its okay.. im used to it.
From today.. i will keep smiling and enjoying my life. If he finds me.. then it wont be the same. I promise to myself.
its 23;06 already and i havent feel like sleeping. My mind keep on thinking the shitty things. I hate the feeling.