So I’m in this abusive relationship.
This guy is mentally abusing me, telling me he would kill himself if I left him.
The fact is that I don’t love him anymore and I’m so done.
He keeps on acting like an ass lately and I can’t even explain how I managed to be with him for 5 long years. Like, holy shit.
I’m not gonna leave him because my heart beats for another guy, but because he has hurt me so much and I just don’t love him anymore.
But, yeah, my heart beats for another guy. And I keep on blaming it on myself even though I know it’s not really completely my fault. The heart wants what it wants. Right?