So I started to catch up on the journals today and then I saw like a good girl you had pasted a new entry. As I read it my heart sank, so it time for your mistress to open up a bit. I have been extremely busy that is no lie. I havent had a moments rest really but I could be texting alot more and should. Sype doesnt alway tell me I have messages so that is one thing but now you have my number and can text me always. You know I kinda chuckled at your heart isn’t in it comment. Truth betold and I may be over stepping but forgive me. Here it goes though. I care alot for you already and the more time we spend together the more drawn I am to you. So yes my hearts in it, but I am trying to 1 keep it from falling too deep or 2 letting myself move to fast with you. Let me tell you something, on a level I have rarely felt before I have connected with you. I adore you, your smart funny sweet and all around have a gentle heart. I am scared of being hurt or hurting you. None of these things though have kept me away, infact they intrige me more. *laughs* Your one of a kinda my sweet girl. A beautiful spirit inside and out. Rl and SL. You have me captivated and shocked. I don’t know what it is. I am truely so sorry I have neglected you… it hurts me to think I am hurting you in anyway. I know your clingy and thats one of the things I love. I never feel alone with you around and always needed and loved. This really has been the most hecktic time in my life in real life. Its tearing me apart lol, but I am stubbern so I will survive. I want you to know that I love you my sweet girl and that if I am doing more harm then good that I don’t want that. I would rather set you free then neglect you in a cage. 🙁 I am not saying I don’t want to be your Mistress I do. I am saying if you don’t want me to be that I will always be here in your life. Your stuck with me young lady. I want you to always know your amazing Shaleah. Your more than Milou. You are you. You make a world light up in darkness. Your heart is so big its a wonder you can contain in is such a beautiful body. You make all you meet smile and touch peoples hearts. Your never alone because no matter your choice I am always here beside you. I will always protect you. You funny and cute, no matter what you do I can’t stop smiling. You struggle with procrastination and are a bit of a worry wart. Lol But in truth arent we all. You make the storms clear up and the bright skys shine through. I love you my sweet girl, always remember how special you are to me and the world. I can’t say that we are only Sl my dearest because no matter what your more than pixles. I hope you think about all I have said and know that I am always here for you.
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