Good news. Panama hasn’t killed me yet I’ve lost contact with my proxy PC so the power either went off temporarily and the computer didn’t boot back up or it’s been discovered.
New teeth, eye color naturalized with excellent contacts, teaching English and Chinese to make some money and the internet here isn’t terrible.
I was nearly stabbed at my previous job over the owners daughter. I have learned to keep my eyes off of women entirely from that experience. Fathers are incredibly offended by leering. Though it was resolved over drinks and apologies I know that it was serious. Becoming worldly aware and more culturally sensitive has been rough.
Married women flirt endlessly down here, its like some kind of game or they really do allow back door men in this culture. It might even be that I’m sexually brain dead due to how long its been since I was intimate with my ex-wife.