Okay so my thoughts for this evening. I went to reapply for college which since in 2003 I dropped out because I didn’t know what I wanted to do and I didn’t know how to utilize my resources at college. So because I was going for so long I needed to write a letter to be reinstated which I’m praying that they will because I finally know what I want to do with my life and I want to better myself and for my children.
My thoughts and fears I have plenty of opinions for college so I should be good. And I know my boyfriend wants me to focus on me and not worry about him, and he deserves this space but there are times like tonight I just feel like he wants nothing to do with me. I am almost like he deserves someone so much better maybe I should just let him go, because I honestly and so tired and exhausted from all this back and forth shit…. going to bed night good night